Still waiting for my baby!

Well, I have 13 days left of this pregnancy and let me tell you, I have never been more ready. I am in so much pain with cramps and contractions it is getting hard to focus on the things that I need to get done. I left my appointment today with some sadness because I am so ready to meet my little girl. I want to hold her and swaddle her, lay with her and just watch her fall asleep. This last month has been so trying and I am doing all that I can to stay positive and focus on what is to come, not what hasn't come yet!! My biggest fear is going over my due date, and I do not know how I am going to handle it. Everyone tells me to enjoy this time as I won't get it back, but to be honest, this is a time I can't even enjoy in the slightest bit! The one good thing that has come of this is that I get to get ahead in my studies and clean the house as much as I can so that Mackenzie can come home when she is ready, to a nice and clean house!!!

Mackenzie, mommy is very ready to meet your sweet little face, so please come and show it!!!