Hello due date, goodbye due date!!

Well my due date has come and gone and I am still pregnant!!! I was really sad when I went to bed Monday night knowing that I can still be pregnant until 42 weeks. I decided that it was time to take action and make a plan with the doctor. He swept my membranes in hopes that with in 48 hours I would go into labor. If that doesn't work, then we would make an appointment at the hospital to get induced so that I don't go past 41 weeks because of all the pain I am having. The membrane sweep hurt so bad, but it was something I really wanted to try. He did call me back in the afternoon telling me that I will be admitted at the hospital Sunday at 7am! It is really exciting to know that I have an end coming and that no matter what happens this week, I get to meet my little girl!! I am so excited and cannot wait, but there is a bit of anxiety and worry. I feel that I am not going to stick to my guns with my plan and have what I want because I will be in a lot of pain. I am scared of being a new mom and feeling that I won't be doing anything right! All just in my head, right? Let's hope so!!! I know we are going to be great parents and know that everything is going to work out the way we want it too!!! My little girl will be in my arms before I know it!