Monday, June 11, 2012

OMG almost 2 Months already?

I cannot believe that we are coming up on 2 months next week. Boy, does time fly. My little girl is growing up way to fast for my liking. Every day she is becoming her own and it makes me realize that one day soon she will be crawling, talking and then walking. Before I know it, she will be driving :s I am absolutely loving motherhood to the fullest. It is true that you never knew a love until you have a baby. The love I have for her is so grand. I just want to hold her, shield her and comfort her all the time. I want to show her the world and how she can be what ever it is her heart desires. When she is sleeping all I can do is just watch her and wish I knew what it was she is giggling about. When she looks up at me with those big beautiful eyes, I want to know what she is thinking of me. I have so many questions for her, yet a while until I can get any answers from her. Mackenzie has taught me a lot about myself and what it means to be a mom. She has taught me that I have to be patient. I cannot rush things anymore because everything moves with Mackenzie. I have to remember that everything in life happens for a reason when they do. She has taught me that love is so much more than just a hug and a kiss. It is a smile, a word, a movement, a time of day, a story, a you and me moment. It is everything!! She has taught me that I will do everything I can to give her all that I can. I absolutely would never give up my new life that I have. It is right where I want it to be, with the people I want to be with! My husband Brian, my two awesome dogs Zippy and Mango, and my beautiful baby girl Mackenzie. My life is for them and nothing more!! They are the reason I am who I am today :) 

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