Getting close...

Wow, I just realized that I have 4 weeks until Mackenzie is born. I am so happy that we have everything needed and done before her big debut!! There are little things to work out like whom is going to watch the dogs while I am in the hospital and getting the last minute things into my overnight bag for the hospital!!

I think that I am starting to get into panic mode along with some anxiety. My life is going to change big time and I have to learn everything on my own for the first time. When you are around babies that are not yours, you seem at ease and if anything goes wrong, you just hand the baby to the parents. You cannot do that when the baby belongs to you, you have to figure out what cry is for what and how to keep them happy. I am very excited though to create this special bond that only a mother and father can create with their child. I am anxious to meet my little girl after having her growing inside of me for 35 weeks and feeling all of her kicks and movements. Speaking of kicks and movements, the more she is growing, the more they are hurting. There are times that I cannot breath or move because they can be so deadly and you just want to push her down, but know that she has no where to go. Gosh, I cannot wait for kicks and movements to be right in front of me in my arms!!!

Feeling so blessed!!!!