OMG I cannot believe that exactly 3 months ago today, my little girl came into this big and beautiful world! Every time I look at her innocent, sweet little face, I remember the day she was born and how fast time is flying by. All I want to do is slow down time and just enjoy what I have right now with her. Last week she laughed for the first time while I was saying hi to her. The week before she was rolling over on to her side, and almost on her tummy. Now she screams because that is what her daddy taught her. So many new things are happening and I cannot keep up and just wish she wouldn't grow up so fast. She finally grew out of her 0-3 months clothes and is now wearing 3 months clothes. Soon she will be wearing size 2 diapers and before we know it, going to high school. They say that you need to take everything in and enjoy every last second of your infant because before you know it, they don't "need" you anymore, or want you to drop them off a block away from the school. And you know what, they are right. I feel like if I turn my back for one second, I am going to miss something huge. When ever something big does happen, I have to try my best to get it on video so that everyone can see it, especially Brian. I hate it when he doesn't get to have the same joy as I do when Mackenzie does something new for the first time. When he does get to share a moment with her, a tear always fills my eyes because I get to see my husband and daughter having such a bonding moment that only the two of them can have. I love watching him with her and how they interact with one another. Sometimes I get jealous of the bond they are creating because I know it is very different from what Mackenzie and I have, but hey, that's a part of parenting right? I really hope that this next month goes by slowly so that I can really enjoy all the new milestones and not miss a beat. This little girl is no longer momma's newborn, but an infant!! Oh my!
